I have so many questions right now that I don't know where to start. I just want to cry more than anything. And cry I have in the last 24 hours. It has been so hard not to ask WHY,GOD?????
I read a blog today about moving on. There comes a time in life where it has to be done. However, that doesn't mean it is easy...and it doesn't mean it is right. Moving on may be a part of life or it may be because of the actions of one or both people. I make mistakes. Huge ones. And sometimes I don't know what part is the mistake. But there is one thing I know. When I love, I love deeply. I don't throw that word around easily. Just so you know.
I lost someone very close to me last night. This man...was my mentor...was my rock in some of the most trying times of my life. He was my biggest champion. He was my pastor in every sense of the word. The thought of having to face the rest of this life without him is more than I can handle right now.
I realized I am truly alone.
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