So for the last few days, I thought about the blog that you wrote - The Preacher or the Whore?. I went back and read it again. I have always identified with Mary and her alabaster box. I have always identified with the whore.
My life has taken such a drastic and different road than I ever expected it to take but that is okay. I am learning to like the road it has taken. I make mistakes. Each mistake is a lesson learned. I am not perfect. But I am the only one that expects me to be perfect.
I am going to stop putting up a front. One of those fronts that says "yes, I am perfect. yes, I am the good little girl you think I am." I will not be perfect but I want to be that good person again. At this point, there is nothing good about me. NOTHING!
I am really excited. I started reading my Bible again today. And tomorrow I am going back to church.
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