Friday, August 31, 2012
Decisions
What do you do when you have to choose between your friends and your life and your family...family always comes first...and it is killing me...
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Mysterious
I think I have shocked a few people the last few days with my blog but that is okay. It is just for me and just for those that I choose to show it to. Which means those that are not going to judge me and are not going to turn away from me becuase of my lifestyles.
A few months ago I went to tell someone I was very close to - at the time - the truth here. I told her that I had to tell her something. And the first words out of her mouth was "If you tell me you are bisexual, I will never speak to you again." Nice friend, huh?
However, there comes a time in your life while you are not ready to tell everyone there is someone that you have to tell. I knew that I could tell my best friend for sure. It just took me a while to get there...but I tell her everything eventually.
Today I officially became a professional. I can't start my career off with this hanging over my head. I also can't tell anywhere where I live beause I would love everything and everyone including my family. I don't have that many people left in my life as it is. I can't afford to lose anyone else.
A few months ago I went to tell someone I was very close to - at the time - the truth here. I told her that I had to tell her something. And the first words out of her mouth was "If you tell me you are bisexual, I will never speak to you again." Nice friend, huh?
However, there comes a time in your life while you are not ready to tell everyone there is someone that you have to tell. I knew that I could tell my best friend for sure. It just took me a while to get there...but I tell her everything eventually.
Today I officially became a professional. I can't start my career off with this hanging over my head. I also can't tell anywhere where I live beause I would love everything and everyone including my family. I don't have that many people left in my life as it is. I can't afford to lose anyone else.
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Memoirs of a ------ Girl...
...because I am 50 shades of fucked up. That was my favorite line last night because it described me perfectly.
I tear myself open and pour out my heart and life in this blog starting today.
So a confession to start off with...I am bisexual. I have known it for a really long time and wouldn't admit it to myself or anyone else. Can I show that side of me to many? Absolutely not. I have had feelings for women for a long time but never acted on them until this summer. And when I did it opened a whole new world to me. But I like the dick too. I won't give that up either.
So how about that side of me that no one knew.
Just for me
I tear myself open and pour out my heart and life in this blog starting today.
So a confession to start off with...I am bisexual. I have known it for a really long time and wouldn't admit it to myself or anyone else. Can I show that side of me to many? Absolutely not. I have had feelings for women for a long time but never acted on them until this summer. And when I did it opened a whole new world to me. But I like the dick too. I won't give that up either.
So how about that side of me that no one knew.
Just for me
Tuesday, August 28, 2012
Just for me
This blog is just for me. There are things that I need to talk about that I can't talk about openly. So this is the place for me to get things off my chest without judgment and without anyone knowing.
Just for me
Just for me
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